Today?

It's kind of ironic that my last blog talked about what it did, especially with everything that has been going on lately. There have been a lot of unexpected things happen this past week. Some are good, and some are bad, and others are very bad, and others are really good. Sometimes I find myself trapped in my own mind without a way to get out. When that happens I freak out because I don't know what to do. I don't know if anyone else notices this, but I sure do, obviously.

Not only do I have stuff that is going on that is upseting me, but the school year is winding down, and it's really depressing. Drama is over now, and it seems like it just began. I am excited for summer, but I'm dreading it, too. I don't want to leave all my friends, and have to wait 3 months to see them again. I don't want to leave all my good memories behind. The last day of school will be very bittersweet.

I dont know what else to say. Any ideas? Let me know.

peace.
carissa.