I'm backkkkkkk. Mwahahaha.
Okay, so now that I am done with that, I guess, I can finally do what I had planned to do last night! You don't have to beg anymore. I honestly don't even know if it will be exciting or interesting or entertaining, but I'm going to do it anyway. So, without further adieu...
The highlights of the past week or two:
-The almost fight at school
-Bethany falling during drama
-Robbie and Bross's slow-motion fight
-When Brad challenged me to a wizard's duel
-Sammy hitting herself in the head with her pen repeatedly. I dont know why, it just made me laugh
-Muirisha going through Kohrs's window to get velcrow.
-Her running away from Kohrs and Laura and I hiding in the bathroom
-Stealing food from the Middle School cafeteria at the boys' baseball game.
-Going into both of the boys' bathrooms. (Just some advice guys, FLUSH the urinels)
-Michael pretending that he was using the toilet when I went in there.
-Building the marshmellow tower with Joella and Olivia
-Imitating the almost fight with Robbie
-Dancing down the hallways to "Anything Goes" with Racquel
-Filming Phil at lunch
-Finding out that Rielag is okay
-Sean drooling on his election speech in English
-Emily showing me a line in a book that said "into womanhood with hips and Grand Tetons"
-Attempting to explain to Phil what a camel toe was.
-The Jonas Brothers' Live Chats
-Fred the Babysitter and Fred on Halloween (Check them out on youtube.com. Freakin hilarious)
ehh, i can't think of anything else. i shall continue that tomorrow? yes? no? maybe? i don't know.
but i do want to talk about something kind of serious.
I have this friend, and she is one of my best. I love her to death, and she is one of my favorite people but things are changing and not for the better. I just feel so distant from her anymore. She used to tell me everything and now she tells me nothing. It hurts, honestly. I wish that she would talk to me. I don't care what about, just something, anything. It seems to me lately that she is a different person than I know her to be. She is still amazing, but some things have definitely changed. Some for better, and some for worse. I just miss my old friend. I could tell her anything and now I never know what to say. I don't even know how to fix things with her either. If I did that would make things a whole lot easier. Iwish things could go back to the way they used to be. I miss those days so much. But maybe things are supposed to be this way. Maybe we are having troubles for a bigger reason beyond ourselves that is unknown to us, I don't know. I just hope that we will be back to normal again. Sooner rather than later.
Another thing that has been bothering me lately is that I can't seem to like the things I like anymore without someone yelling at me for liking it or making fun of me for it. I don't mind most of the time, but when it gets to be every second of everyday, it kind of gets old. I know that I talk about them a lot, but isn't that what everyone does? Talk about the things they like. I mean, I thought it was natural to. I guess, it all comes back to the simple fact of wanting to be accepted and understood.
I honestly don't know what to say, so I guess I will end this.
the end.
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